“Abue:”
My little cube of rhythm
Gliding light of sound
Attitude with jet black hair
You
My baby
My love
My time machine
You delicious smoothie of
Lipstick and hoops
Are you a little bird now ?
They keep coming by the window
There gOes my baby / she is trying Death On
i’M Sorry, I should lower my tone
This isn’t part of the song but you need to know: her boobs were fake
The way people lay in their beds is the exACT way they will lay in their coffins
did you know ?
That bitch was made of steel
I cannot believe life took her the way it did
I was in a Fall Out Boy sweatshirt when I opened her coffin
AND THE PRIEST CRIED OUT
hey ! we don’t do that herE !
but Priest ? this is MY BITCH !
I gave my grandmother back to the place that makes knots in my throat
I’d slit my feet open each morning on glass
The drunks would hang out at the school playground at night
I bled everywhere I walked for 6 years
My grandmother bandaged my feet With words like show me where you stepped
And go out at dusk, when the moon came out With her sharpest heel and see target shoot with Aim so seasoned
it knew exactly where to go
Her name meant daybreak / The first appearance of light in the sky before the sun
she taught me to be fearless like thAT
She said,
I was not allowed to tell her I loved her
so I slept next to her every night instead
My grandmother begged me to kill her everyday
to open a window and push her out
I am still trying to figure out how